Tired, too tired..

No, this is not another depression post. This is what I've been felt since the first day at work; tired. I never knew that earning money gonna be this hard and tiring. Since last year I've been in 3 different work place doing three different jobs and all of them are tiring. I've been a waiter, a promoter and a.. idk I helped arrange things and more things at a bakery shop. I don't know what's the name, so yeah. And to be tell, I'm not working anymore, I wanted to work again, but not now. I need to recharge my energy, regain my sleep and leisure time, because as I said earlier earning money is so terribly tiring.

On the other page, I've been received numerous offers from different universities and colleges and yet I declined them all. It's not I'm being choosy or whatsoever but every offer seems to not be anything that I applied for. But above all, I don't actually know what course should I choose later. Everything seems so good but also not and it confuses me. Its hard to make a decision when you want too choose a course and at the same time need to consider about the job offers in the future. And there are also some courses that I'm pretty sure neither my father or my mother will never let me been into and yep, it lessen the variety of courses that I can take. Yes, I'm confused and I don't know what to do. But I believe, in the end, everything's gonna be alright. Till then, let's just hope for the best and yet prepare for the worst. Ciao.

Brain; severely confused, body; extremely tired,
M. Qarin Almaduri