Here I am, jotting down bit to bit about what I think about life. This is life according to me. -Qarin Almaduri, 22

That special one

"Yes, I’m drunk, and you’re beautiful. And tomorrow morning, I’ll be sober but you’ll still be beautiful."

There will always come a person who mean the world to you. A person who cheer you up and make you smile no matter how the situation are. A person who will brighten up your days, lighten up you nights. A person who, with just smiling will make you happy. A person who never make you feel alone. A person who will loves you as much as you love the person. And a person who makes you fell alright all the time. Its that special one who you love so badly that you never ready for any separation. You've never expect of loosing them. And there will come a time when all your happiness, your joy with the people you love go away. When everything which seems will never end at one time come to and end.

And that's the time when whatever you do seems so wrong, whatever you sees seems un-alive, whatever you feels seems unright and its the time when every night sleep become harder because you just lay on the bad thinking what you should done before to make sure these king of things won't happen and that's when only you realize to regret is just too late. Nothing can be undone like before because it's too late. Yeah, people will experienced that, it's just the matter of time. People will experience looses, depresses, disappointments and me as a person do experienced those on one time. When someone who I really care about go out of nowhere and we never contact again. Its hurt but then I realized that it was a part of life, letting go and move on to a new life.

And to the person who used to be in my heart, currently in my heart and will be in my heart, I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because I know you're the who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my sadness disappear. I miss you all the time but I miss you the most at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life.

I miss you,
M. Qarin Al Maduri

4 comments:

angah said...

Nanti kahwin jemput tau tauuu (:

Qarin Almaduri said...

InsyaAllah aminn :-)

UmmuJannah said...

How come meh guwa boleh termiss baca entry ni? Btw nice entry! ^____^

Qarin Almaduri said...

Tu ah, org dah suruh follow taknak hahaha. Anyway thanks :)