Someday..

Someday, when I can finally meet you. I'll give you a hug, a really tight but soft one then we'll walk to loads of shops and I'm gonna help you pick clothes and you gonna help me up, either way- we're just gonna joking around together, it will be really cute. After we shopped we we will walk to a bus stop and I'll put my beanie on you and I'll say that it made you look cute, then put my arm around you too. Then we'll continue to walk along with my arm around you and yours around my waist then we gonna get on the bus and sit down, I'll keep moving closer you. But no, we wouldn't not do nor talk about anything.. I'll take my iPod out, turn it on and we'll listen to the same exact song that we were once talk about.

Then we gonna get off the bus and meet my friend, then my friend will say to me, "ah.. so this is the girl you're obsessed with uh?" Then I'll say to you, "don't worry, I'm not too obsessed with you, maybe just a little.." and my friend will continue saying, "he never stops talking about you..". Then we both decides that we want haircuts, so we walk to the hairdressers or barber most people call. My friend will go first so we sit on the sofa together waiting. The sofa was really big but I'll put my arm around you and sit really close, my friend gonna turn around and do a heart sign with his hands. Then I'll whisper in your ear, "he thinks I like you.." and you're like, "really?" And I'll said "yeah, he doesn't know it's love" and wink. (sorry but I find out that this one is so gay hahaha) After like half an hour it will be my turn to get my haircut, so you'll just sit there with my friend- he'll told you how much I talked about you. And you just gonna laugh, or giggle. You gonna look at me through the corner of your eye while I was getting my haircut. Then I saw you looking and smile. After I was done, I'm gonna be like "so do we both look hot?" while laughing and you'll said "very" and then I'll stop laughing and say, "well, your approval is all I need." So then, we just gonna be walking around trying to find somewhere to eat (my arm gonna be around you) then we found somewhere and I'll ask you what you wanted to eat, You gonna say what you wanted and took your money out to give me so I could pay, I'll put it back in your pocket and say, "hey, I'm paying for you." So basically I'll pay for your meal, you gonna feel so bad but the food gonna be way too spicy so you could hardly eat, I saw that you couldn't and swap my plate with yours. You thank me and we gonna just joking and talk about everything, you then starts eating, you look and saw that I was watching you. When you saw me watching, you say "what?" And I'll say "oh nothing, you're just so cute", then you say say "no I'm not." But then again I'll say that you are and just smile. After we ate we gonna walk to the train station and loads of foreign girls gonna wave at me and my friend because they thought we look good with our new haircuts. (hahaha) And I gonna be like "ah pretend you're my girlfriend, so they'll go away" and hold your hand. But anyway, we got the train back to your place and I'm gonna wave you a goodbye. So yeah, it gonna be the most perfect night of my life. But whatever it is, I know that it will never be happen. It has been like almost 5 years since the last time we had a conversation together aite? I don't know where you are, and you don't know where I am. Maybe someday we gonna meet and on that time you were walking with your husband and kids while I walking around aimlessly after get back from work, but you'll never gonna recognize me and just walk pass by without even looking. But I know it was you and I'm happy that you are happy. I think that's how we gonna ended up.. And yeah don't take it seriously, it was just what in my head.

If we ever meet again, M. Qarin Almaduri