Keep trying!

"They say that the greatest success and achievement comes from the hardest fall".

I remember writing an entry which I say how depressed I am for every single huge examination; upsr, psra, pmr and sma when I get sick. I mean I fell sick. But the best thing about the spm trial is I don't get sick. Its like I'm on my best condition and level of health during the examination. Ironically, many of my friends; Abe, Arep and more, get sick while I stay healthy. Maybe thats how it pays.

It has been a long three weeks of trial, and still another one week to be face with the Arabic and Prinsip Perakaunan papers awaiting. There were easy papers and they were also kinda hard papers. Well, most of them were really not that hard; all thanks goes to the leaks. Exam had taken most of the playing in the evening time, uses most time of the nights to sleep, the preparation class to just talking and chatting and mumbling and playing and sleeping just because to read a lot of text, revision and reference books. I don't actually put that 10 A's as my target but parents' and teachers' damn high expectation seems like depresses me so much. I screwed my pmr and I just want to fix things by getting better results in spm.

And as the trial weeks still go on, I decided to not joining my friends competing for the bahas competition of Piala Asrama Yayasan Selangor. You know, I still need to focus on the last two subjects. Maybe I won't get good results but as long as I try for 'em, I think its okay. And for both of Fikri, Betty and several other juniors; best of luck.

I've tried as hard as I can, well its not like really the best nor the hardest effort of mine but I still think that are what I can done for a really short period of last minute studies. I won't really be that disappointed if I failed on one out of the ten subjects that I took. I failed like infinite of times on Prinsip Perakaunan and certain other subjects but I do really hope I can pass the test this time. To all other candidates of spm for this year, don't feel depress if you failed or don't get the results as good as you expected, keep trying and never give up.


Pray for my upcoming results? Amin..
M. Qarin Al Maduri