Tired

There's something wrong with this world. Just like me, no one says what they really feel, they always hold it inside. They're sad but they don't cry. They're happy but they don't dance nor sing. They're angry but they don't scream. Because if they do, they feel ashamed and that's the worst feeling in the world. So everyone walks with their head down and no one sees how beautiful sky is. I'm tired of living in this world, which the society is so not supportive. Pathetic enough. And it's sad tho. I'm tired of all these.

I’m tired of being sad. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of feeling empty inside. I’m tired of feeling worthless. I’m tired of feeling stuck. I’m tired of feeling crazy. I’m tired of being alone. I’m tired of yelling. I’m tired of pretending. I’m tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I’m tired of missing things. I’m tired of missing people. I’m tired of remembering. I’m tired of wishing I could start all over. I’m tired of not being able to just let go. I’m tired of faking it. I’m tired of being different. I’m tired of being angry. I’m tired of needing help. I’m tired of always wondering when I will finally let myself be happy. Most of all, I’m just tired of being tired.

Is there any antidote for these?
M. Qarin Al Maduri