"Kau boleh doh"

"Hopes to ace exams but gives zero efforts when it comes to studying: typical me."

So, the trial examination had just passed. The result was not so good and not so bad for me. Maybe thats what I reliable to get as my effort for the examination is not really that hard. I gain just 3A's out of 10 subjects. But that's not the thing, the real thing is about to come. Did your friend ever gives you some words support but at the same time feels like they are actually "perli" yourself. One simple example. I got 82 marks for the Syariah Islamiah subject and my friends were like "Bapak gempak doh kau Qarin. Kau boleh doh. Aku rasa memang kau boleh doh" And I was like the fuck? Apa yang boleh? I mean come on, you should find better words to show your support towards me. Not like those "kau boleh doh" words that you keep using. It is not called supporting it is call derogatory. So yeah, please my dear friends.

And today my friends are going to the graduation day at the Residence Hotel located in Bangi. I'm not going along as my father didn't allow me to go to. He said that my results are really not acceptable. Yes I know, my results are so freaking bad. But still I manage to get some A's at least. But nevermind, elders always know what best for me. For us. Its just I'll keep fighting for the upcoming spm which is less than a month to come. Yet, I'm afraid. Till then..

Pray for me please,
M. Qarin Al Maduri