Feelings

"There's a story behind every person. There's a reason why they are the way they are. They aren't just like that because they want to. Something in the past created them, and sometimes its impossible to fix them."

Yesterday I signed into Twitter and found several tweets of the people I follow talking about they separated with their boyfriend either girlfriend. About how sad they are. How they gonna live without that someone special, how they gonna survive that so much suffers. Ughh please. And what I did was nothing, but smile. Not being mean or thinking that's sarcastic. It's just.. yeah maybe it's sarcastic. I mean, come on.. teens, adolescence or people in this phase of growing shouldn't really talks about feelings, love or those coupling thingy. Instead, you should enjoy your life. When the time comes, yeah go and date someone.


Its the worst feeling in the world to love and to hate someone at the same time. And it's hard to see things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and you want to move on but you stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say, but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same again. You tell yourself you not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it. Please people, past is past. If you really can't forget your ex, then come back to him/her, and try to get the heart of the someone you used to left before. But remember, all your feelings towards 'em will never be the same again. It will always decreases.


Nowadays, its hard to find a good person. It's a hard to find a person to talk to, someone who will just listen and not judge you. Someone who will just take you as you are. We do need someone in life who wouldn't break our heart, treat us how we always deserved, to fall in love with and patiently catch us. We do need them. But that's it, once you broke someone's heart, hurt someone's feeling, you dead. All things you've done eventually will come back and hurts you the way you used to do. You can't change what's done, you can't go back in time, you can't try to change the feelings or mend the broken heart. All you can do is learn from your mistakes and hope you will never regret anything as much as you do now; to broke someone else's. 




Stop talking about craps people,
M. Qarin Al Maduri